By the time I finished loading the bed and driving to the front of the house dusk was coming on and I was due for a break. The sun setting behind a bank of clouds peaked through enough to blush trees in rose across the frozen pond. The train horn sounded heralding my favorite time of day.
I'm making dinner now, turkey burgers and butternut squash soup. I'll eat while listening to an audio book, light the stove and catch the free UFC on Fox tonight. After that? I don't know maybe I'll take the truck and dogs for a night adventure. But one thing is sure. I'm going to be in the hot tub tonight. Life isn't happy, far from it after what I've been through, but I'm trying to make the best of it, focusing on what I have rather than what I'm missing. Is it working? Nah, not really, but it's all I've got.